should i or should not i ?

arghh . prom is coming in a few days . im not making any decision yet to go or not to go . guess what ? wanie is not going for prom this wed . she have to look after his grandma . urggggghh . i really feel dont wanna go . hurrmm . but i already pay the fee n its a big big loss if i dont go there . arghh . i do have ask other friends to replace wanie but they are soooooo busy with their job . so , SHOULD I OR SHOULD NOT I GO ??

alone laa aku nnt . haissshhhhh ;(